Monday, March 15, 2010
Yay! Off tomorrow (wed) and Thurs is my last day working at BHG Bishan :)
Glad to know Joan, Christina (Makeup Artist), Jean and Angie..
Today is my worst day at work!
Seriously! I never felt this bored before..
Since 5pm Joan left (I am left alone)..I have been staring into space till 10pm..
Nothing better to do..then start scaring myself..Thinking about my future..
Omg..
Saw the mess behind? Is the clothes I am going to sell in my next collection. Those are the samples..goods coming in real soon :) Have to plan time to take pics all that..omg.
I need to get more organise-d..I just anyhow agree to any part time job that come my way.
Have to start looking for a "serious" job soon. Seriously I have to start somewhere..but why is it everyone is discouraging me? Everyone say their job is not good.. Ask me not to join their company....who? Who will ask me join the company they are working then? Or is it the company is that bad that they ask me not to join for my own good?
Sometimes is not that I am too sensitive or what..just that..my dad say..no one will be so kind to intro you to join their company..everyone see one another as a challenge? They need to secure their rice bowl..scare you will do better than them? Dad say he eat salt more than I eat rice..haha.
Maybe is true to a certain extend? And not true in some sense?
Life works in a pretty funny way..it's always full of question marks (??????)...haiz..
Why can't life be as simple as the spelling L.I.F.E?
Future is so near yet so far! What shall I do? What shall I work as? Haiz..
Fate fate fate..faster decide for me..
Ok..forget it..let's think about tomorrow..is my off day :))))))))
Glad to know Joan, Christina (Makeup Artist), Jean and Angie..
Today is my worst day at work!
Seriously! I never felt this bored before..
Since 5pm Joan left (I am left alone)..I have been staring into space till 10pm..
Nothing better to do..then start scaring myself..Thinking about my future..
Omg..
Saw the mess behind? Is the clothes I am going to sell in my next collection. Those are the samples..goods coming in real soon :) Have to plan time to take pics all that..omg.I need to get more organise-d..I just anyhow agree to any part time job that come my way.
Have to start looking for a "serious" job soon. Seriously I have to start somewhere..but why is it everyone is discouraging me? Everyone say their job is not good.. Ask me not to join their company....who? Who will ask me join the company they are working then? Or is it the company is that bad that they ask me not to join for my own good?
Sometimes is not that I am too sensitive or what..just that..my dad say..no one will be so kind to intro you to join their company..everyone see one another as a challenge? They need to secure their rice bowl..scare you will do better than them? Dad say he eat salt more than I eat rice..haha.
Maybe is true to a certain extend? And not true in some sense?
Life works in a pretty funny way..it's always full of question marks (??????)...haiz..
Why can't life be as simple as the spelling L.I.F.E?
Future is so near yet so far! What shall I do? What shall I work as? Haiz..Fate fate fate..faster decide for me..
Ok..forget it..let's think about tomorrow..is my off day :))))))))
