Thursday, May 20, 2010
A few more hours to my graduation ceremony..
feeling..really...no feelings. Haha..
Everyone feels the same too? I suppose? Maybe tomorrow I will feel different..
Sad..Emo..Happy?
I don't know..Will tell everyone how I feel tomorrow soon.
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Don't know why..but I feel so emo tonight - out of a sudden. Haha. Maybe tonight is a quiet night and I happen to....can't get myself to sleep? Today my colleague tell me : "I am going to my friend's wedding.., is another gathering after so so long, the previous gathering is my graduation ceremony..I am once like you.."..>I suddenly have a thought..that life works in a "pretty" funny way..life is just like a cycle? First you celebrate your 1 year old..then graduation ceremony..then celebrate each other's 21st Birthday..then go to your friend's wedding..then next will be each other's funeral? Ok..I am not trying to be a sadist.. But is the fact..at different age..you will have a chance to meet your friends somehow or another..Is it planned to have gatherings? I guess people fear most is to attend funerals. Seriously..I am selfish..I rather be the first to die..so that I won't feel sad. I hate that feeling sad..I rather have no feelings..like how I am feeling now? Lol. Sorry if I spoil your mood..but is true..go and think about it..That's what my dad tell me.. He say - that's life, is a cycle. Everyone have to go through it..so be brave :)I used to cry during graduations as I really hate goodbyes..maybe I should save my tears? Till I know I am going to say goodbye to this world then I start crying? Is not too late still?>Haha..ignore me..watch too much 9pm ghost show on channel 8 -__-" Talk nonsense now.Ok..is 2 am. I am going to sleep :) Goodnight. Omg. Haven't upload Universal Studio pics yet! I rather talk rubbish..
[10:08 AM]
2 Comments:
Pretty! you look really hot. haha. Don't see life this way, just cherish everyday :) Will go your graduation ceremony to see you! hopefully get to see you.
Lol. Thanks for coming.
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